upset

oke. sebut gue sahabat yang jahat. ya. gue emang jahat. selama ini gue bilang GUE SAHABAT TERBAIK DI DUNIA, SAHABAT TERSETIA, cuih. apa?
temen gue sakit aja gue gak tau. sakit dalem lh. bukan di luar. gue gak tau. gue pikir gue uda hebat. gue pikir gue selalu kayak dulu. tapi gue kecewa sama diri gue sendiri. pura-pura keren. padahal sampah. gue kesel, pingin nonjok dri sendiri, pingin keluar dari semua kenyataan ini. gue KESEL BANGET sama diri gue sendiri. kenapa sih gue gak bisa jadi sahabat yang bae? kenapa sih gue sok tau? sok ngerti?

gue gak mau, gue mau kayak dulu. argh

kangen hape lama T_T

full THEN empty .

mungkin sekarang semangat ini bisa penuh. tapi kalo udah di pake, sruuuuup! abis deh kayak jus strawberry x( gimana ya biar semangat teruss? aaaa mau belajarrr

ini hadiah yang gue kasih ke my BFF (hwhw) waktu dia lagi mampir ke kuningan deket Cirebon. gile, gue seneng banget waktu dia dateng. gue selalu ngebayangin gimana kalo temen-temen gue tuh dateng ke sini en gue ajak ngeliat aslinya hidup gue tanpa mereka..hiks( gue ga tau ini negatif apa positif sih?) tapi sayangnya dia ga sempet lama di sini, ehm, di Kuningan sih lebih tepatnya. gue inget banget gue lagi makan baso ma si bogel, trus dia sms : (gw uda rada lupa sih)

t:nyong, gue di Cirebon nih ..

nah!nah! langsung gue telfon tuh anak, nanya kenapa bisa ke sini lah, sma siapa, ngapain dan gatau kenapa karena dia BENTAR banget di sini, jadi gue pingin aja ngasih dia apa gituu..jadi gue beliin deh..guling sama botol minum kero-keropi. dan gatau kenapa dia ga protes padahal tuh hadiah kaya kado buat anak tk. hwhw. aahhhh! pokoknya seneng lah bisa ketemu. jadi pingin ke jkt hehe

LAV. LAVV .

yes. i love music. and everbody like music. haha. musik adalah salah satu alternatif kita kalo lagi suntuk kek, bete, ataupun lagi seneng. gila, gak pernah tuh gue tambah sedih aklo abis dengerin musik (kecuali yg mellow yaa T__T)

pkoknya, music make my life still shining :DDD

buat nyongku :)

u tau apa yang selalu ngebuat gue ngeliat loe kayak matahari yang bersinar dan gak pernah capek bersinar? karena loe selalu jadi diri sendiri dengan cara loe dan itu selalu ngebuat gue ngiri dengan hasil yang loe dapet dengan jadi diri sendiri dan ngebuat hidup loe gak pernah 'SEPI'


LOVE U NYONG :))

oke

oke. serius nih gue sekarang. hari ini, tanggal 26 mei 2010 gue PERTAMA KALI liat blog temen baek gue sepanjang masa(huaa) dan gue ngerasa nyesel banget dengan semua pikiran yang sempet mampir tentang semua hal yang ada di dalam hidup gue. dia gak sempurna, gak cantik, biasa aja, pinter lah, tapi oh my. gue ga tau mesti ngomong apa. kalo gue di posisi dia. gue lagi MELER tingkat tinggi neh -.-'' jadi gak bisa nulis panjang-panjang. tapi kalo ada ksempatan lagi, gue juga gak mau kalah ngaktifin blog sebisa mungkin. susah sih OL nyaaa hwhw

c u ol

syalala

aishiteru aozora-part 1

Angga gak pulang lagi. hem. harus gue telfon neh.
bergegas tangan mungil Aiora memencet-mencet nomor yang sudah ia hafal luar kepala.. ia berharap yang ditelfon segera mengangkat telfonnya. sudah sedari 2 jam yang lalu mamahnya angga bilang kalo dia belum pulang. ini kan uda jam sebelas malam. ampun deh..

tuutt..tuutt..
pip! nomor yang anda tuju tidak dapat di hubungi..
"what the..?!" ai marah total.
"kenapa harus dimatiin coba?argh! hem. ini sih harus disamperin namanya. tapii..kira-kira di mana ya dia..?" Ai berpikir lebih jauh. kali ini bukan dengan akal sehat. tapi imajinasi. yah. nyari angga malem-malem gini bener-bener butuh imajinasi. dia pasti punya alesan sendiri untuk gak pulang..

"huahh" jadi ngantuk juga mikirinnya..

tak lama Ai melihat sesuatu yang sudah lama sekali ia simpan di bawah kaca meja belajarnya..
dan tak ayal.. Ai langsung mendapat ide ke mana ia harus pergi.
sebenernya agak kurang kerjaan juga sih nyari pacar malem-malem gini. tapi rasanya Ai punya firasat, sang pacar gak lagi leha-leha geje..ia harus menemukannya.

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seorang cowok berperawakan kurus, tinggi, kulit agak sawo matang menatap langit gelap yang menghiasi imajinasinya.. ia membiarkan air hujan membasahi kelopak matanya, hidungnya, bibirnya.. sampai tengkuknya.. pemandangan kota Bandung yang memantulkan cahaya-cahaya kecil bagaikan ratusan bintang dalam derasnya hujan malam ini. semuanya membuat angga makin terhanyut dalam momen syahdu yang semakin membuat dirinya mengigil diterpa angin..
biar saja semua perasaan ini, terhapus bersama hujan.biar saja..pikirnya.

Taylor Swift - Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.


Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

Quote of this day

if you want people respected you. just show you are really good enough to make people do that.

Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

just for fun

haha :D xi ips 1 narsis. more strong with all of u x)

Quote of this day

Pray is importand, with pray, God isn't just listen your hope and thanks. but He hug you warm until u fell your heart are fulfill with free, happy, more stronger, and imortal love feelings :)

may i ?

miss u all lovely x')

bla

ok.call me stupid.
call me idiot.
whatever.

today is may.it's a very memorable month, isn't it?
i saw your face.. it's still same like a long time ago.
sad and miss some hug hug. that's how i look u.

but hey! you have a girlfriend! :)
she is my best friend, isn't it?
congrats.
for me, it means one thing.
you already wake up from your dark dreams,
and wake up for the future :))

haha
can i lying my self?
is there anyone who can closed their deep hurt for 2 years?
i can't.
i know i almost reach that part. to leave u and see the sunshine
but my self make this condition so hard
but my mind make this time run too much slow

boy, for the last time
"i'm sorry".
you know i love u.
Love in different means.not more.

i change for my life. change to be better.


20 May 2010

Quote of the day

Everything will be ok in the end, if it's not ok,it's not the end.-anonym